the coffee beans story

It's hard to live with ur life without getting influenced or losing urself in the way...

Sometimes the outside influence is so strong that u cant help but 2 b immersed in it..

And it is hard to maintain the same old u...

I think im losing myself..the real me..

I never noticed when did i start to lose my identity..well..not lose it all..

I juz bcame a new person, who has many new qualities that ive never have b4

Some are good...and inescapably some are bad...

Just hope that the new things ive gained is turning me in2 a better person..not the worse...

Miss the old me though!

I remember the story about the coffee beans, the egg and the carrot...

My school counselor used to tell us b4

How the three of them change when there are put in a hot water

Who will u b?

Is it the carrot...who is initially hard..but get soften by the hot water..changing 2 a softer self in the process...

Is it the egg...who is initially soft but get harden by the hot water...

Or is it the coffee beans...who dissolve into the hot water and changing the hot water in the process..liberating a fragrant aroma n make the tasteless hot water now tasty...

The hot water represents the environment..which is always filled with obstacles and test...always challenging u

And the coffee beans, the carrot and the egg represent u..

The carrot is a confident person, strong and hard in the beginning but because of the environment, she changes in2 a softer self..losing herself

The egg is initially a soft person, but bcame cold and hard because of the challenges she faces...also losing herself..

And the best person u wanna b is the coffee beans...who is not influenced by the environment but instead she changes the environment...bcoming a better self in the process...

And he advised us 2 b like the coffee beans...never 2 lose urself no matter how hard life gets, how tiring the challenges u face but influence the 1 around u..because the 1 u r r8 now is the best person in the whole world..that sentence is so true at the moment..

And in that moment, I promised myself 2 b like the coffee beans...

Thinking back..i dont know which self is I am r8 now..

Ive been the carrot, the egg and the coffee beans self b4....

At the moment, im not sure about which self is me..

A note 2 myself..rmmbr who u truly r and never 4get ur real self...bcause the real u is the 1 u r proud of..n u shud alwiz b...